Trails of the lost

Subject:	To those that I love and have loved
Time:	4:18 am.

It seems sometimes that you can never forget the past. It creeps up on you one day and you just remember the memories (both good and bad) that have shaped the person that you have become. Tonight I am feeling extremely nestalgic. Remembering times that once were. Remembering people that have come into my life and made a dramatic impact. I have realised recently that, as morbid as it sounds, if I would die tomarow, that the greatest thing I could ever do is to have made life better for people. To have touched some one's life in a way that they will remember me and the time they spent with me forever. I thought about this and thought about the people who hold a very special place in my heart. I think it's time for a list by god.

Shannon - Even though our time has come and gone, I look back on it with a smile. It was a great time in my life that you and i had shared. You probablly ment more to me than you will ever know. I wish that you and I could have as strong a friendship as we had a relashionship together. You mean the world to me and I wish we were closer as friends than we are now. I think we would be unstopable as buddies, comrads, or just plain friends. You hold a special place in my heart that will never shrink or decay. You rule. You are one of the only people on this planet that I look up too. I think about you a lot and wish that we were closer than we are. If there was anyone that I would want to walk through hell with, it would be you.

Bobbi - What a ride you and I have had but in the end we came out smelling like roses. It's weired to think of my life without you in it. You are trully my best friend. We have trully had our ups and downs but i think we've done pretty well. It's weired to think that I've known you for almost 3 years but it hasn't been since the last year or so that you and I have actually been close. You are my tag team partner & fellow DX member. I think of you more like family than a friend. That's why I've reserved the best man spot when ever I get married to you. No matter if I piss you off or if you piss me off, I know that we will always be close. YOU ARE MY FAMILY.

Brittany - Speaking of wild rides. We deffinatly have been through a lot of shit together but have come up clean as a whistle. There has never been a truer friendship than the one that I have with you. We have been up and down that road and I can't think of a future without you in it in some copasity. You are one of the sweatest people I know. You and your family is something that i wish i had. You are all so loving and caring and treat me like one of your own. You have shown me a kindness that I have never felt before. I have realized that you, no matter what, have and will always be there for me. That is something i pride myself on, being there for people no matter what and you tought me that. That no matter what, you always are there for people that you care about. I love you sunshine.

Frances - I met you a week after I moved to Austin. Six fucking years later, we still hang around each other. Out of all the fucking people in this world you know me the best. There aint one damn minute that we have spent together that i would give back. I am always there for you. Shit i married you for christ sakes. You mean a lot to me kiddo and there aint nothing i can write down that i haven't all ready done for you to show you how much i love and care about you. You are always my #1.

Summer - I had to take a long smoke break to think about what I was going to write about you. You know that I am always here for you and will always be here for you. That will never change. You are such an importnat person to me and I hope that one day you and I will come to terms with the struggles that face us at this point in our lives. The only thing I can hope to offer you is a wisdom and comfort during this time. We spent a lot of time together and i regret none of it. You will always hold a special place in my heart. I just wish that you could see the greatness in youreslf that I see. You are the purest person I know. You are so much like me that it's scary. I love you and I always will. No matter what happens in this life, I know that you and I will always be able to count on the other for love and support. You are my wiggles and that will never change.

Xavier - My brown brother. I know that you and I have few memorie behind us and so many in front of us. You are the person that I can talk to that I feel most comfortable. I don't know what's gonna happen in this life but I know that you are one of my favorite people and we will always have a bond that nothing can break (unless you screw me over hardcore) I love you and aint nothin gonna change that. You have the path of happiness in front of you, you just have to choose to walk down it and when you do, I will be there, telling you that you are awesome.

I love each and everyone of you. You people have shaped my life in more ways than you know. DUECE!!!

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