Another Monday
You know, it sucks that you can't write what you feel on these damn things for fear of backlash that would ultimately come. So much shit is going through my mind right now. I can't separate it all out and it's just a jumbled mess in my mind. I sometimes feel that there isn't really anyone i can talk to because of the fact that it would get back to this person or that person and it's just me letting everything out so that i would feel better. But it would, like i said, get back to this person or that person and then the shit would hit the fan. I just need to vent and i can't do that. I've kept most of what is inside there, inside. I don't want to piss people off and i don't want to make people feel bad, so i guess, like i've done so many times before, i fight this battle alone.