Current mood:

depressed

Dirt
My mind is totally fried. I'm so confused, I don't know what to do about anything. It feels like I'm shutting down, which would be bad but i don't know what to do. It feels like i keep hitting the same brick wall over and over and my mind is screaming "STOP DOING THIS" but i don't know how. It feels like everything i am doing is wrong. I feel like dirt. I don't know what's going to happen. I don't know anything right now.

Alice in Chains - Dirt

I have never felt such frustration
Or lack of self control
I want you to kill me
And dig me under, I wanna live no more

One who doesn't care is one who shouldn't be
I've tried to hide myself from what is
Wrong for me
For me

I want to taste dirty, stinging pistol
In my mouth, on my tongue
I want you to scrape me from the walls
And go crazy like you've made me

You, you are so special
You have the talent to
Make feel like dirt
And you, you use your
Talent to dig me under
And cover me with dirt